Something a little different today

So I don't know who reads this an I hope I don't hurt any feelings however I need to get some things out an writing helps. First of all I feel I need to apologize for being pregnant. I didn't know an I was unaware that I have offended people. I am sorry. However I thought that we lived in a world where its best for me to keep my son an doing this alone an not have an abortion. I guess I was in a damned if I do damned if I don't situation.So again I am sorry for being pregnant an not married. I know its wrong according to the bible an I have to live with that consequence everyday. I don't need to feel more ashamed by people judging me an making me feel worse. I know what I have done is wrong just thought that I didn't have to wear a scarlet letter.


However, I love my son an I can't wait for him to get here so he an I can take on all the haters together. I will show people that I can do this an that I WILL be a good mother. I wear my baby belly proud an I am NOT ashamed of it. I KNOW that there is a reason that God allowed me to have this baby. If people don't believe that then there is something wrong with them. Baby's are a miracle from God an I believe that. I know what the bible says an I respect that but I can't stand being judged by other who need to look inward at themselves.


I don't know who will read this but it feels good to let this out. I hope one day that I will be able to get over what has happen recently but I WILL hold my head up an I WILL overcome.


B