The end is near

So as I sit here today with my baby boy rolling around in my belly I am so grateful. I can't believe that I can finally see him move to where I can tell what body part is moving. He is getting so big an while it may be uncomfortable I wouldn't trade for anything. I can't wait until that moment comes when my eyes meet his.


While this pregnancy has been an emotional adventure for me it has also been the greatest journey of my life. I can't believe in about 10 weeks or so I will be a mom. I mean if being a aunt is this fulfilling then being a mom is going to make my cup runneth over. I do have to say that its only natural that I wonder if I will be a good mom an if my son will like me. I also wonder who he will look like. I know that it took two people to make him an while that other person isn't there I know he could look just like time. Not going to lie, I don't want that to happen but its not up to me its up to the good Lord.


This week brings a HUGE shout out to Uncle Robert. I can't think him enough for what he has done for me an what he has already spoiled Rhett when. I am overwhelmed by all that he has gone. I know a lot of it is cause I storm the beaches of Normandy daily for the family. However I also know its cause he wants to. Right now I couldn't ask for a better mother, brother, sister in law, nephew an uncle. You guys an Rhett is what gets me through everyday. I hope that one day soon my family will be back to the tight group we once we're but if not I know I always have you guys.


So in closing an as Rhett decides he is going to move all the way to the right side. I hope that the next few weeks don't take to much of a toll on my body. I look forward to baby showers an then the arrival of my lil man. I will try to write again soon (should be easier now that Payton is in school). So thanks for reading.


Beck

Third Trimester

So I have finally made it to my third trimester. While I have so enjoyed the beauty of being pregnant I am so ready to get this little guy out an meet him. It feels like just yesterday that I found out I was pregnant an I was so overjoyed. Now that joy comes with hurting back, swollen feet, aching bones and just being tired. However it is worth every minute to know that I am creating a beautiful baby boy.


Now that the pregnancy is coming to an end I know God has big plans for me an this baby. I know in the beginning I didn't know why God was doing something, but over the past few months things have to come me. The good Lord has provided my needs in a way I never knew he could. I know I couldn't have done half the things without my family. My mother has been the best!!! I couldn't have made it through this time without her being there. There was those days that I just had a melt down an her words would make it all better. To John an Megan you guys are awesome too. You guys will make a great aunt an uncle team, as long as we don't call him RJ. Plus Payton he wasn't least than thrilled when I told him I was pregnant. However he has came full circle. He can't wait for the baby to get here now. He is always hugging an kissing my belly.


So I have 11 weeks an 5 days left. I hope to enjoy these last few months an take it easy. Before long it will be diapers an feedings an I CAN'T WAIT!!! Hopefully I will remember to blog before he comes.


Beck