The final countdown

Well its down to 8 weeks to go. I am getting more excited an more nervous at the same time. I am getting more anxious for labor an even more anxious about being a mom. I just hope I am a good mom an that this little boy will know how much I already love him an how much he is already loved. I have theses ideas of being this super cool mom an who know if they will come true or not. 


I am glad that we have gotten Rhett's room all ready to go. Hope he loves the monkeys as much as I do. They are just so cute!!! Ready to have my first shower in 2 weeks. I don't really know what to expect I do know that it will be a good time with friends an family. I feel like things are really coming to a close now. Plus every time I have a Braxton Hicks contraction I kinda freak out an wonder is this it?? Is he ready to come?? He can't come yet its too early!!! Then it goes away an I am relieved. 


I also want to let my brother an sister in law know how happy I am that they have moved to Liberty County. It is going to be great for RJ to have Uncle J an Aunt Megan so close.  Also Payton is getting really excited for Rhett to get here. I just hope after the first night of the baby crying he is still excited to have a cousin. I think he will be just fine an he will love his cousin so so so much!!!!


So as I look back on the past 32 weeks it has been a challenge but one I took on full throttle. I was in such shock when I found out I was pregnant. I didn't know what to do who to tell an I was just shocked. I was so worried what people would think about me an wondered if I let my family down. I now know that this little boy is my miracle baby an I couldn't imagine my life with out him. I just hope that my family knows how much I appreciate everything they have done. From moving me back home from Texas to just helping out with putting the crib together. You guys rock an I love you all so much.


Beck